DOWNSIDE UP

I never know where to start I guess it’s the battle between my brain and my heart Maybe I should go back to the beginning To the day I...

ATTENTION!!! ce texte peut heurter certaines sensibilités, il soulève le sujet des actes suicidaires et parasuicidaires. Il n'encourage...

I'm sorry to my friends for all the times I said "goodbye...it's the end" by video or text then putting my life to the test I'm sorry I'm...

Yesterday as I was falling asleep, I suddenly remembered today is my birthday. I had only thought about it once or twice throughout the...

Aujourd'hui, je viens tout juste de tomber sur un ancien block note avec une seule page utilisée, la première. Je ne sais pas de quand...

these thoughts aren't mine, these thoughts aren't fine they scream through my eyes, a stream full of lies distorting every inch of my...

Vendredi 7 avril 2023, 20h07. Je viens de prendre mon médicament de 20h, au lieu de le stocker pour une future prise "impulsive" d'une...

Hello there! Last year another writer asked me to be part of an anthology and the theme"home is where the heart is" gave me inspiration...

aujourd'hui je suis triste pas besoin d'en faire une liste c'est une humeur habituelle et passagère qui ne me sera jamais pour autant...

Everybody sees the new year as a fresh start. Personally my year started the day I got sober. Over 3 months ago. I'm proud as fuck. It...

Les jours passent et je m’en lasse. Je les laisse couler vers un futur incertain. Le matin se lève avec ferveur mais le soir se couchent...

Dimanche 15 mars 2022. Il fait très chaud. Je suis sobre d’alcool depuis quatre jours. Je n’ai pas beaucoup de symptômes physiques de...

Hier soir Honnêtement, j’étais tellement mal que je me souviens de pas grand-chose. Des pleurs, des pleurs et encore des pleurs. J’étais...

what would I do without you? i really don’t know but I know that I’d worry a whole lot less you’re always there by my side poisoning my...

As I am studying a bit to get ready for my return to school, I can’t help the hopelessness from getting to me. I am trying my best to go...

Listening to Take Your Time by Pete Rock, there is no better moment to touch on this subject. I’m talking about healing with time. A year...

I haven’t seen you in a while Thought we’d meet in time But you keep pushing me away You don’t respond for days I can’t lie it makes me...

Today I feel fine. No, I feel great. Like I’m on top of the world. I know I’m already the queen (duh I have 5 crowns at home) but I feel...

Breakdown Everything was going fine; I was getting motivated to do more things; I was reading and printing papers to prepare my exams....

I would like to start by saying you should check out my earlier post about self-harm. It is about how to keep it safe. Of course it is...