Hypomania ???

Today I feel fine. No, I feel great. Like I’m on top of the world. I know I’m already the queen (duh I have 5 crowns at home) but I feel it even more today. Everything I do or say is extremely important and exciting. I want to do so many things but too much is running through my brain to get anywhere. I’m struggling just to put down my thoughts in this document. I usually say I’m in a high when I’m in this mood. When I feel invincible. But I’ve been thinking lately… isn’t this called hypomania? I mean I have BPD apparently so I guess it’s normal for my mood to change from nothing to everything. Honestly, I don’t know why I started writing this. All I know is I need to do something to calm me down. Because after the high comes the low. So, I always have to manage the highs to make sure the lows aren’t too low. I guess I just needed somewhere to put my thoughts. And I mean, isn’t that the point of a blog.

Anyways, this was probably a waste of time for you but see you in the next one!